A tired day ahead.....

I'm sleepy but I'm keeping an eye on my grandpa....he is unwell. He has got very bad cough and phlegm. He is also talking to himself....guess hallucination. Just don't know how it happened. Lat Thursday....he got high fever. It was from us....my whole family was hit by flu and fever. He got worried over my little boy who refused to eat or drink. Then suddenly we receive news that my grandma too unwell. She was admitted for urine infection. I sent my grandpa to see doctor too at SGH. He was fine then. On Friday, he started blabering away funny things. He seemed to see a lot of things. The gals at my grandpa's place got scared and worried. Today I asked my uncle to sent him to my house. It's 3am and he is still not asleep. He is talking about some accident and other stuff. It's rather sad. I'm not sure what's going to happen to him. He has been a great help all these years to me and my children. He is a quiet and humble man. Deep down I'm still positive about him. Just hope he will be well soon.

Doesn't this make us wonder that this might happen to us one day.....are we able to face reality of life when this hits us. My grandpa....a man who is always looking for love and comfort among us. Is this what happens when we depend on people rather than on ourselves. It's time to reflect upon life....what's the meaning??

My exam

Phew!....finally I received the result for 1/2 of my paper....got a 'B' - 80%. 1/2 more hurdle more to go. My worldview, an essay consisting 5000 words of my views on relationships, finance, divorce, suicide and roles. Well, my lecturer said it shud be the "in search" type. I managed to complete and pass them up last week. I will be having one to one session on 28th May and will know the results too. It was a good experience to write my perspective, not as easy as you think because I got to dig up the worms which were living right down in me. It was not a good experience but if I dun..then how am I to be a counsellor later? I may turn to be bias when I meet real situation ;-)

A week has passed.....

Left my old place for more than a week...now I'm at my new place. Complete different environment with different expectation. Till now things are pretty cool.... Lots of work too but the people here are warm and welcoming. Most of all....the give you space to grow. I have attach my some photos of my new place. At this moment, only 2 souls occupy the whole block...more to come in August....check it out guys!